bismillah.
yes. I need God guidance while writing this. cz if not, I'll be in trouble.
but anyway. it's been a while since I start this blog. not too long, but not that short either. 4 years.
what am I doing in 4 years? how many achievements? how many opportunities I grabbed? how many heart I broke?
God knows.
I am past my quarter life now. funny how I used to say "I guess by the time I reach 25, I'll be living my best life. I got my education finished, job I wanted, thousands of stamps on my passport" and seeing my reflection on the mirror today and says "glad I survive today".
what's go wrong?
nothing. honestly.
my life never been as I planned in the first place, so looking back to what I expect happening when I turn 25 versus what is happening today never hurt me. just, I always feel that it could be better.
life I planned? I don't know exactly. maybe that's the answer of the title. did I even make 10 bucket list? nope.
but.
(I knew this is tacky) I want to touch the snow. at least once in my lifetime.
nothing special about it, tho. just experiencing something that most people would unlikely experiencing. I feel like, as person who isn't born with a silver spoon, or having parents who is broker or Jeff Bezos, and not having a job who will let me fly around, going abroad is one of privilege I would have to strive. especially if I wanted to fly to another continent where snow would fall.
cheesy right?
my taste has been that way since I was born I guess.
anyway. I checked that list a week ago.
thankfully I could visit Turkey on January 23rd of 2021. while Pandemic still happening, yes.
I'll tell you another time of how it went.
